My English is absurd but that doesn't give you the rights to bring me down, my faults were all made in the past but why bring it up? So what if I never bother to learn from it, is that any of your business? Why are you making a fuss about what happened in the past? We were once young, immature and naive. I was to blame for the things that happened in the past, I'm suffering from my retribution for the past faults. You were the one who chose to be with me, now you're regretting and trying every ways to bring me down. I never cherished people in the right way in the past but that doesn't mean I didn't change for the better. You think you know everything about me but think twice because this might not be the true me that you've experienced with.
About the baby, it is the truth but I have my reasons for choosing that option. You thought I was heartless but were you ever in my shoes and felt the pain I was suffering as well when I had to make that decision which was killing an innocent life? Everyone of you whom were making a big fuss in my blog and laughing at me, trying to bring me down to the ground... but wouldn't you think that what comes around goes around, it is an endless cycle. I regretted not giving in to you, I regretted not holding back my temper but I've really changed. You may think I'm still that jerk/asshole who did those horrendous things to you but I admit I was in the wrong at that point of time. I was so ruthless but at times confusion would cause this as well.
You may not forgive me and I will not ask for your forgiveness. I'm not pleading you and I will not. Time will tell...
To all the people who I've done wrong to, I'm really sorry. Everyone makes mistake and there's always regrets. Do hope time would let you people know that I've changed to someone better.
