My simple life

Hi everyone. Here im updating my blog again!! I got nothing better to do too.
Feeling very unhappy every day, due to my love one broke up with me for a reason of "We not suitable". Sigh..
I don't think that not suitable is a reason, its just an excuse. Cause I think in a relationship we need to give and take and also give in to each other.
I always seat down, talk to her nicely trying to solve the problem we are having. But in the end what I get in return is "I'm driving her mad".
She said "If I still carry on being with you I will go mad!"
I still cant figer it out what I did wrong.

Let me share with you guys how I treat her.
We meet up two times. First time we meet near her house. Second time we meet at tower accompany her friends shopping.
I every day after work will go home and show up myself and rest awhile. Then 8.30pm I will get up and get myself ready. 9pm shape I will reach her work place (yew tee mall). She's always off work late. But I didnt complan before. At that time I was driving company lorry, starting I dont dare to drive the lorry to fetch her. After few days she told me she dont mind me driving lorry. So I started driving lorry to pick her up after work. Then we will go out almost every night eider for dinner or finding some place to slack around. Never once I will say i'm tired dont feel like going out. Cause I wish to see her every day.
Then few weeks I bought a car. She accopany me to collect the car, I was so happy that day she the first to seat my car. We went for movie after that. Took lots of photos. HAHA!!
last time when my ex wants to go club I wont allowed, but she's the first that I allowed. I gave her trust. Only will pick her up after that, no matter how late even if i got to work next day. First time I pick her up after her clubbing selection she was drunk. She fall alseep went I was sending her 2 sister's home. Funny part one of her sister vomited. lol..
When I reach her house she was sleeping soundly. So I dont wish to make her up, I help her unbucker her seat belt so she will feel better and never off the aircon so she wont feel hot.
Waited for around 3 hours she finally move then I called "Dear wake up le." she open her eyes. Then slowly she seat up. I when over to she side and open the door for her, then send her to her lift.

When she was sick at she was at my house. I dont dare to really sleep cause I scared she need to drink water or take tissu and also scared she will cold and have fever.

When I having off day I will send her to work in the morning when I can sleep late at home.
Buying her breakfast/lunch and at the same time helping her friends to buy. Forgot to buy one packet when I was on my way home aready. I U-turn and just to buy one more for her friend.

One day she told me tonight to loyang pray. So I drove my family care down didnt know that there is 6 person going. I again go back home to change into lorry and rush back to her work place inorder not to be late.

I wanted to cut down and quit my smoking. Cause of saving money and partly wanting her to quit too.

Going two month. Dec first 2010. She broke up with me. And that's it. Game over.
now dont even want to meet, reply or answer my call. She said she hate me cause I msg her friend wanting her friend to help me.
I really treasure this relationship dont wish to lost her. Why must she treat me this way?
I really dont understand.
We even booked ticket to fly to KL going Genting. But now.. No need to go le.

Dear give me one more chance. I want u back badly!! I love you!!